If you don't mind my asking, what is your age? Do you have the resources to start your own busness? Do you have interests and qualificatons outside the teaching field? Could you work as an assistant in the office of someone like maybe a child psychologist? I can't tell you what to do but maybe I can encourage you to search within yourself and find answers that you did not previously know you had.
Hey wd! I got your message but you put it on my public page, just like I have this one posted. Anyone can go onto my page and see it. I don't know if you can go in to delete it or not but I tried and can't. I'll leave that decision up to you.
Anyway, I know what you have to get done is a pain but you'll feel much better after a couple of weeks I'm sure. Keep your chin up, I'll be thinking about you.